I am not discouraged though, because life gets in the way sometimes. Honestly, i did break a sweat packing for all 4 of us in my little family, while taking care of the little ones, and trying to clean up the house. Previously, while trying to get on a workout regimen, I would get so down because I missed a day that i would end up stop altogether. This time i have my best friend, my greatest supporter, my compliment giver, and ever loving coach- my husband- to help me get the motivation to keep going no matter what.
I think this experience (all 3 weeks, so far) has strengthened our marriage significantly. We are happier to be around each other, we actually want to go out on dates. I feel like since we are happier with ourselves, we are able to focus on each other and support each other more. I also love my children more. I love being a stay at home mom, the hardest, and most rewarding job I have ever had. Every day there are two little ones that need me every moment of every day, no matter what I personally need, and before working out I would get so overwhelmed with the responsibility of raising these kids and finding the fine line between time for me and neglecting them. Now i have to energy to be there for both of them, and not feel like i am going crazy.
I love my family. Im glad i can be with them forever. I know that without them I would not be complete, and even though it has been hard, I would not trade one single minute. When they wake up in the morning everybody is getting big hugs and kisses from mommy.
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