AHHHHHH! School started today...for David and I!! I'm kinda freaking out about it. This last week has been super crazy trying to get everybody organized and ready for school to start. We have been working out, but i forgot to take pictures most days, and not to mention not having any time to just sit down and relax. I wrote before about how I am a perfectionist, I'm also a slight control freak and to go with that I have major anxiety. I have always had it, I'm pretty sure my control freakiness is due to my anxiety. I get stressed about everything, even social situations (church, work parties, meeting new people... especially if there are large groups.) Right now I'm stressed about taking care of two kids, (me) going to school full time, and my husband going to school part time and working full time. It just doesn't feel like there is enough time in the day to get homework done and still be a good parent, wife, and take care of the apartment. Especially since we are not putting our children into day care, having a nanny or a babysitter. Everyone keeps telling me it will work out, and I'm sure it will once we get into a routine, but i still have anxiety over the fact that we don't have the routine yet.
So just be patient with me, because I'm trying to get our lives in order. I am, however, really excited about dinner tonight - Im trying something new, and if it tastes good I'll post it.
I'm also really excited about working out tonight because I need an outlet for all my stress. If I don't I think I might explode.
Thats all... No big deal.
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