Insane for INSANITY

So... I have a confession.  What i am about to do is terrifying.  I have been, essentially, hiding from the world ever since i had my first child because of how i felt about myself.  A lot of people told me i looked good for having 2 children, but i didnt FEEL good.  Because of how i looked i have been battling depression and I realized it was getting in the way of me taking care of my children, and my relationship with my husband was getting strained.  So this is me committing.  I have to make myself accountable to more than just me to get my butt in gear everyday no matter how tired i am.  So here goes.  My husband and i have started INSANITY, we got tested for our body fat % in the BOD POD, and we have changed our diet.  The last thing to do is... post pictures.  YIKES!  I decided that i would take pictures everyday, because i want to see my progress.  I took my day 1 pictures with a camera, and now it wont let me upload the pictures, so here are the pictures from yesterday,  my Day 2.

Day 2 Pictures: Post workout

I think i am most embarrassed about my back.  I hate, hate, hate my love handles and i got them up... the... wazoo!!  (And yes, my workout shorts are my gym shorts from middle school... dont judge. hehe )

Well here is to progressing, and bettering ones self.  I have been reading a lot of books lately - and one thing i have taken away from them is WORK HARD EVERY DAY, BECAUSE IF YOU ARE NOT PROGRESSING THEN YOU ARE REGRESSING. THERE IS NO MIDDLE GROUND.

Have a good day everyone!  Remember to be the best you, if not for yourself, for your loved ones.